Monophobia

Title : Monophobia
Release Date : November 17, 2016

Suartha:

Why did we come here
Tell the others to turn back home
We should never have come here
This place is cursed


Blood Bearer:

Nightmare
Have we gone too far?
Is this really the same dream, I’m reborn
And it’s so paralyzing
To live it all again

We live too long for our purpose
We repeat ourselves in this cursed domain
Do we hold on to something?
Something we could never retain?

Living in fear of the ones who created the sun

Can you hear the choir of the night
They’re singing the anthem of our lives
Save ourselves from this nightmare
And see the moon as it shines
Would you believe in a night
That is compelling in our sight

I fear what I’ve become
Is there a way to reverse this
Curse all the lies that grow
From their mouth
From their minds

Line our minds with seeds
So we can grow from within
And see what we really dream

I’m lost in this dream
Can you hear them scream?

Can you hear the choir of the night
They’re singing the anthem of our lives
Save ourselves from this nightmare
And see the moon as it shines
Would you believe in a night
That’s compelling in our sight

Make them see that we
Bathe my soul in blood
Curse this sanctuary
It’s all hopeless

Blood bearer
We are the antidote
For the wretched souls
Blood bearer
We are the dream

Their songs echo through the night
And I can hear for the first time
My life through their eyes
It will lead me out of this
Nightmare, will you be there?
Be there for me through the night
And I will meet you on the other side, the other side

From the beginning
The night fills with blood
We can live it all again
Just know that thereís no end

Face of the liar
Shine bright in the dark
Do we know ourselves?
We are the night


Inertia:

Can you hear me scream?
Below from the ocean floor
Will you save me?
From endless drowning

All those years washed away
Pushed and beaten
Tumbled through anger
How could I stop all the pain?
From reaching the end

My body dies within
My salt decays the earth

The foundation I stand on
Is no longer the same
I hang from the ceiling
Just waiting for you to pull me down below
Let the noose fill your words

Do you hear my scream?

I’m screaming out for help
Beneath the waves
All I fear is to go and be gone for good
I pray, I never reach the ocean floor
It’s still longing, calling
For my soul

Will you save me
From the unknown

Save me

This is bottomless
All the echoes become validations

Deep down is where I was found
Pounding and screaming
Gasping for light
Is this all, is this all that we know

Take me up from the surface
Let the tide speak your words
Tell me, do you see me
From so far away

Do I know where I stand
Do you hear my scream?
Remorse of living in misconception

I’m screaming out for help
Beneath the waves
All I fear is to go and be gone for good
I pray, I never reach the ocean floor
It’s still longing, calling
For my soul


Phantasma:

Have I been led astray?
For so many years

Don’t walk into the night
You have to find your light
Remember the days
The days that fulfills the past

Inside my mind I’m screaming
For the light has been ripped away from me
And taken by the darkness
Who haunts every distant flame

Don’t walk into the night
You have to find the light

Am I always alone in the dark?
What made me lose my path?
Am I the one who will always be
Looking through the outside of you and me
Left behind

Walk with me
You are not alone
Tell me your inner fears
Take my hand

Walk with me

There is a light in the darkness
Do you see the shadow that sweeps?
Do you feel the air from underneath?

Don’t walk into the night
You have to find your light
Remember the days
The days that fulfills the past

Don’t trust what you see
Don’t be afraid of what you hear

Am I always alone in the dark?
What made me lose my path?
Am I the one who will always be
Looking through the outside of you and me
Left behind

What made me lose my path

Do you feel the monster within
It’s me

Do you see the shadows surrounding yourself?
The room’s getting smaller, I can’t comprehend

Walk into the night
You have found the light
Remember what I said
This is not the end


Croaked:

I’m weak
Standing seems harder
Now sunlight is nothing
Just take me dark
I’ll never go back

Toxic
Is the mind that turns on itself
It lies and deceives
There’s more to take than nothing
And more to give than apathy
Weakness can not be what sets you apart
Enemy without grows the enemy within

Toxic
You have to cleanse
The poison in yourself

I need a helping hand
To pull me out from here
I am ever falling

Shine a light
On the road that you walk
Whatever it may be
Maybe a little guidance can set you right
Just please take this fight

I can’t remember what set me apart
I turn my head and bury hope in sadness and hate
I beg for an end or another start
Ignorant at hart
The clocks tick on while time stops
And no one seems to care at all

Toxic
Let me pull you up no while there’s still a chance and hope
Or I fear it will be to late
I fear it will be to late

I can’t save you unless you save yourself
The helpless can’t be helped

I can’t, I can’t
I can’t save you unless you save yourself
The helpless can’t be helped
You crossed a line and I can’t follow there
But I can lead you back
Or you can stay and take the final way out

I will be weak no more
This ends tonight with death or life
I’ve taken these blows for too long
But no matter what
I’ve escaped where I belonged

I’ve escaped the prison where I belonged


Within the Wood:

It echoes in my head
The branches from the dead

Somewhere inside my head
Memories of my father
Looking at those creatures struggling, just like the two of us
They will be here long after us
There is nothing I can do
I am at peace
But I can see my life in you
With you, I will be forever

It was the way you were raised
The words that you learned
When will you grow tired
The sickness of youth
Is holding me down
To be completed

Try to remind me of my past
It’s all gone forgotten
Can’t remember that day
Can’t picture that moment
My mind wasn’t there
You won’t understand my journey

You did the best that you could
It’s not your fault
It’s not your fault and I hope that you remember, I was reconstructed.
Your efforts, they were not insignificant

It was the way you were raised
The words that you learned
When will you grow tired
the sickness of youth
Is holding me down
To be completed

My feelings control me once again
and I can’t stop thinking about you
I bite my tongue and when I can taste the iron, you disappear again
I’ve kept you in a plastic film
You are fading into the pixels each year
But it’s the only way I can hear your voice again

This will be my last collapse
Wither inside my mind
How could I be so blind?

It echoes in my head
The branches from the dead

I will make it through this dark place
With sore eyes and a weakened soul

But with a bigger heart
Without you
But with a bigger heart


Hanged, Drawn & Quartered:

Let my heart mend
Sew me back together
Let my hands mend
Watch me build the end
For the first time in years
Feel my presence
This time will be different

Will I ever be complete?
Will I feel that

Our minds drift away
We come alive
In the darkness
Overcome the light
Lose grip of yourself
Slowly fade away

Do we feel like we are hollow?
Why are we losing control, losing control
Piece by piece, sew me whole
Close my eyes and wake me when it’s done
I am not complete

Why do we allow ourselves to change for the better?
Why are we turning away from what we need?
When all we need is ourselves

Please help me mend
I’m lost within myself
So please just help me mend

Regain control
Help me regain control

Do we feel like we are hollow?
Why are we losing control, losing control
Piece by piece, sew me whole
Close my eyes and wake me when it’s done
I am not complete

So do we feel like we are hollow?
Why are we losing control?
Piece by piece, sew me whole
I am not the one who walks alone

I’m part of a dying breed
We are turning to mindless seeds
We’re growing without knowing
Of what’s to come
For the first time in years
Feel my presence
Watch me build the end

You can’t sew this back together

For the first time in years
I don’t feel the presence of life
Watch me build the end
Watch me tear it down

Watch me
Tear it down


Silhouette:

There was a time when we were young
We were so caring at heart
This place where we grew up
Still burns in my heart

Do you remember my face?

I tried to fix this
I tried to piece it together
But it ends the same
It just ends the same again

I see no reflection
In this shattered world
I see a selfish man
Looking for redemption

I tried to speak in volume
My heart is too heavy with burden

I know
The pain is from within and not from you
I took the chance with the life I’ve liven
Now I’ll never get a chance to be forgiven
Too low
I want to soar and feel the sky
I chained myself down to the ground
To this prison am I bound

We don’t deserve this
We’re torn apart
Torn apart
We don’t deserve this

We wither away
In the breeze of their shadows
Tell me, was it really worth it?
Tell me, do you feel alive?

I see no reflection
In this shattered world
I see a selfish man
Looking for redemption

It has passed so many years
But it’s all so clear to me

I know
The pain is from within and not from you
I took the chance with the life I’ve liven
Now I’ll never get a chance to be forgiven
Too low
I want to soar and feel the sky
I chained myself down to the ground
To this prison am I bound

I chained myself down to the ground
To this prison am I bound

I see a selfish man
Lost

I am a selfish man
Lost, lost but never found
Never found

When we were young
We were so caring at heart


Sarcoma 7:

You said that we would die together
That we would leave this place for good
Why did it go so wrong?
You’ve always been dreaming
But never really believed
Can I accept this change?
Before you slip away for good

You whispered your thoughts
I know that it’s hard
But we fought for it all
This fucking cancer, made us lifeless
It will never escape us
Will it ever escape me?

Will I accept this fate?
Before you fade away
Into sleepless dreams
Can we hide from the truth?
That they see in our eyes

Would you ever think to escape from yourself?
And leave us for dead
Would you see the world from different eyes?
You could see, you could see the end

I told you
Speak from your heart
Which was never allowed
Will we ever collide?
In this path we’re taking

This cancer made us lifeless
You said that we would die together

Would we ever leave this place
That will never escape us

Would you ever think to escape from yourself?
And leave us for dead
Would you see the world from different eyes?
You could see, you could see to the end

We would live
We would die as one
But our choices
Would live on

Let us shine through all the times
We erased for so many years
For so many years
May we live again
May we never sleep till the end

Would you ever think to escape from yourself?
And leave us for dead
Would you see the world from different eyes?
You could see but you never will


The Greater One:

This is my very last goodbye

The only thing to remember
To save me from myself
Before the weight on my shoulders
Takes me away from here

They have been given more than they asked for
But what is ever enough?
It was never enough
What is left to give?

I’ve made my share of sacrifice
Still searching for a reason
A reason to believe

I need you to believe in me
I’ll show you what it means
To fall again
Take me away from here
From this place
From ourselves
Take me away
From this place
From you

Take me away from here
Away from here

I fall, into endless dreams
Reliving my nightmares
Will it cease, will I learn
To become the greater one

Will I learn?
Will I become the greater one?

Will I?

Am I bound to this life?
Everything I have strived for is gone

I need you to believe in me
I’ll show you what it means
To fall again
Take me away from here
From this place
From ourselves
Take me away
From this place
From you

I’ve made my share of sacrifice
There’s nothing left
There’s nothing left
There’s nothing left to give back

Take me away from here
From this place
From you

Take me away from here
From this place
From you

Take me away from here


Holy Place:

Believe in the impossible
Dreaming about the ashes
Like a wick that burns in a candle
I see through you

Building an illusion, your fort of no remorse
Realize you will never meet your own again

End, the future for the man who told this tale
When the dead can’t speak
When your words don’t mean a thing

Itís a dangerous illness, you will never return from
Forget about your holy place
Forced upon my mind
They decide what’s right
I, I must take this back

How dare you speak your mind?
How could you forget?
Forget your holy place
They decide what’s right
And how dare you breed, when your vision is tunneled
Forget about your holy place
Forced into my mind

How dare you speak your mind
How dare you breed, when your vision in tunneled
This is not a compromise
This is not your choice

This is my holy place
I created my own
My own
How dare you speak your mind?
How could you forget?
And how dare you breed, when your vision is tunneled
Forget about your holy place
Forced into my mind

Holy place
This is my sanctuary
A godless mind

Scared to fall into the same path again
Undivided hate
Maybe it will be different this time
But then I stare and I disappear again

Scared to fall into the same path again
Suppressing my thoughts, erase my orbit
Please, please just hold my hand

Disappear down beneath
Give yourself to the ground
Dig, drag your hands in the dirt
Fill the space under your shallow nails
let it all go, before it happens to you
Dig, drag your hands in the dirt
Fill the space under your shallow nails


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